Today is the day when it begins, sweet sweat turns bitter and you forget the better times you’ve had, cause they don’t matter; they won’t console you now.
Today is the wistful Winter, flip side to all your Summers. That girl you dream about doesn’t even know your name ….
Were together in this , yes , nobody knows our name. Ridiculous as this sounds it’s true. I’m cold and its a warm day, please warm me. Here come the cats, they can climb this mountain and not fall, I wish I could climb, yeah, I wish for many things.
You watch her swinging asleep, You dream of other nights better spent when you had someone, anyone to love ;and of the many you remember, yeah your many friends ..
It wasn’t long ago I cut my wrists and stood on the ledge where you now stand man I wish I could be there to catch you when you fall.
Wrap her up, were always changing, this isn’t love, there’s something in a shade of gray, you TRY to tell yourself the things you try to tell yourself to make yourself forget, but its all nonsense in the end just words even when you feel them too, even when you know them to be true.
Even when the others laugh at your expense which usually means its good and you’ll always remember their taunts and the songs you sung to drown out the sound .
Someday none of us will be lonely